afimyocularus ([info]afimyocularus) wrote,
2005-07-24 02:10:00
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  • Mood: worried
  • Music: Coldread~ Beautifully Depressed

I Never Fail.. Cause I Never Try...

Yea so lately I have been confused about alot of things. Im being forced to make decisions that I dont want to make but they're kinda vital to my happiness which I dont want to lose. Im actually happy again, not cutting myself nemore, not doing drugs or drinking and I feel so much better about myself cuz of it. But today I kinda blew one of those things. I drank again and that sucked. Im starting to be unhappy again... No one can really help me through this but myself. Im scared, I feel sick, and Im just worrying about everything. Im still young, I shouldnt be worrying this much. So far only a few people get what Im going through, and I appreciate what they've done for me. I just want to smile again, I want to enjoy every moment of life again. Someone tell me what the FUCK I should do...

~*Brittney*~

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[info]drownme_infire

July 24 2005, 23:10:36 UTC 6 years ago

Brittney my dear, its as simple as thinking about what you believe is good and bad, and how far you would go not to break your feelings about them. Think about how much you want to keep up that reputation of not doing what you think is bad, and you can set a goal. Set the goal, in your case, it would be keeping up the whole not drinking or not doing drugs thing. And then you will try to reach that goal. If you break it, then you fall again. Which just brigns you down again. If you think about it that way, then I'm sure you'll keep your head up high and think before you try it next time.

<3Trina
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